i am 22 years old. i work at outback steakhouse in the infamous "villages," where i sell my soul regularly to retired senior citizens in the area for a good tip. i've written enough of these mini life stories to know that the basics, to you, are probably all that matter. nice to meet you.
but working 6 days a week sure feels like it.
yesterday was just one of those days. i had to get out of the house and stay out of the house. i left my house at 4pm and returned at 6am. i think i accomplished what i was going for.
i watched
he's just not that into you.
spoiler alert. there's a scene in the movie where one of the characters cheats on his wife. he confesses this almost right after it happens. meanwhile, him and his wife are remodeling their house and she finds a pack of cigarettes hidden outside. she confronts him a couple times about it and he denies it. later in the movie a pack of cigarette falls out of a pair of his pants while she's cleaning up. she divorces him.
lesson to be learned: don't lie. she took him back after he fessed up to cheating when he didn't have to and he just had to lie about something like cigarettes. maybe she was so hurt by being cheated on that she couldn't take any more. or maybe, just maybe, trust and honesty are that important. nobody wants to be betrayed, much less feel like it's never going to end.
the fact that she divorced him made me so happy.
"a lie can travel halfway around the world, while the truth is still putting on its shoes."
mickey avalon's new single has me in this weird nonchalant trance today. which is what i need, as i'm trying not to lose my mind without my car or any significant amount money.
pisces - daily extended
"You love having options, but today the choices are so varied that you are probably going to feel a bit overwhelmed by them all!"
well that's a understatement. i love options so much that if my phone of the month let's me change "display themes" i rotate them almost daily.
"Just don't panic and make a snap decision because you think that someone's starting losing patience with you. If you do, you will only end up going back on it a few days later when new facts come to light."
i think i've learned my lesson on this one more than once. new facts always come to freaking light because i'm apparently attracted to liars.
"Take your time today. Only when you take a good long look at how all your options might play out will you know exactly what you need to do next."
i have nothing but time. i'm waiting for my tax return and blasphemous car to get fixed for the third time this month. patiently? trying.
after a four month hiatus, i'm back.
this picture showcases the mood of today quite well. my eyes
look sad and tired. my heart
is sad and tired. i almost have this site back together...