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i have a hard time admitting when people are important to me. i'm not the big badass you think i am (or don't think i am). my confidence gets confused for coldness. i am not intimidated, but i am always affected.

i hold no grudges, and i've ignored you long enough. if you care enough to read this, you deserve to hear it.

1. thank you for your apologies, i accept them sincerely. you destroyed my peace of mind at my job, and that's why i refuse to speak to you. i feel your pain through compassion and i now understand why you did some of the crazy ass things you did. i will never agree with them, though, or trust you again. that is not how you treat someone you are "in love" with. your love is dark and you reacted to everything with a permanent marker. you ruined my chances completely and that is why i'll never give you the same in return. i hope you understand and i wish you the best. also, on a honest note, photography is not for you. try advertising instead because you've always been good at getting attention.

2. you used me, and i used you. i know you're sorry and you should know that i am too. i have not contacted you because you are a leech. hanging out with you for a day might cause me to file bankruptcy after i buy you cigarettes, booze and dinner everyday for a month.

3. you were lovely when i first met you. you brought me out of the shell i still had my foot wedged in. you were also the perfect example of everything i didn't want to be. i haven't heard from you since the day i told you i'd never talk to you again. i hope your newborn son helps heal your pride and void.

easy as 1,2,3. and yes, i've had a couple screwdrivers.